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Demo

This one’s called Creshendoll and it’s from Bundle Of Joy.

#497

Take some time, watch a movie.

Velour Show This Saturday!

Do you live in the state of Utah?  If so, plan on coming to the biggest and craziest show of the year!  The place will be full to the brim with the biggest Merritt fans on the planet, Provo folk.  The show is THIS SATURDAY night at Velour in Provo, UT.  The show starts at 8:00 PM.  Playing with us is the incredible Elizabethan Report (Bring a diaper just in case if you plan on watching them perform).  Starting off the show with some great acoustic songs is Parker.  You can be sure to expect Cruise Elroy, Quinn, Cell, and all the classics, as well as a few new ones I’ve been cooking.  I might even bust out the guitar for the first show ever. Here’s the poster for the show (I made it myself):

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Demos

Hey gang.  Sorry about the slow updates.  I’m going through some really, really crazy changes right now; the kind of changes that make you see things more clearly than you’ve ever seen them, but also make your heart crawl down into your stomach and refuse to come out even when you offer it treats.  It’s times like these when I reflect on the most profound statement I’ve ever heard in my life.  Here’s the story.

A few years ago, I drove from Southern California up to Santa Cruz and played a show with my favorite band of all time, Craig’s Brother.  The guy running sound that night was about 50 years old, black, and massive.  He stood out in the venue against the skinny punk rock kids that showed up for the show.  He came up to me afterwards, outside on the street, and told me that he liked my music more than anyone else he had done sound for.  He told me that most of the other bands that play there just go for a certain shallow style or sound, but that my music had soul.  It was one of the most sincere compliments I’ve ever been handed.

We started talking music, and it turns out that he played professional jazz and blues bass, and was only running sound for some extra cash.  We started talking about jazz and he invited me to come and sit in on a jam session that he was playing in a couple days, but tragically, home was about five hours south.  We walked to his parked Harley.  He put on his helmet and got on the bike.  Then he looked right at me, and said, “I’m an old man, and I can tell you one thing for sure:  the music never gets old.  The bullshit?  Yeah, the bullshit gets old.  But the music… the music never gets old.”

And then he started up his Harley and drove away.

#287

Here’s an ancient one for you, from an old tape, called Maybe Its Good You Went Away. I was probably about 18.  The lyrics, that at the time were meaningless, seem to be pertinent now.

love,

Chris

Demos

This one is called I Been There Before.  A better name would have been Unoriginal.  This song makes me laugh at myself.  It’s also from Bundle Of Joy.

#494

It’s not original in any way, and that’s the reason that I stay.

Because, because, because I need to change it.

Demos

Here’s one for you called Good Idea.  It’s one of my favorites.  It’s from the batch of demos called Bundle Of Joy.

#514

Singing it soft but it comes out louder.

COUP

If you don’t know this about me, I have a little bit of an obsession with anything zombie related.  This satisfied my inner darkness AND made me GUT LAUGH:

‘the child or undead paradox’

Unceasing Explosions

From John Steinbeck’s East Of Eden:

Sometimes a kind of glory lights up the mind of a man. It happens to nearly everyone. You can feel it growing or preparing like a fuse burning toward dynamite. It is a feeling in the stomach, a delight of the nerves, of the forearms. The skin tastes the air, and every deep-drawn breath is sweet. Its beginning has the pleasure of a great stretching yawn; it flashes in the brain and whole world glows outside your eyes. A man may have lived all of his life in the gray, and the land and trees of him dark and somber. The events, even the important ones, may have trooped by faceless and pale. And then – the glory – so that a cricket song sweetens his ears, the smell of the earth rises chanting to his nose, and dappling light under a tree blesses his eyes. Then a man pours outward, a torrent of him, and yet he is not diminished. And I guess a man’s importance in the world can be measured by the quality and number of his glories. It is a lonely thing but it relates us to the world. It is the mother of all creativeness, and it sets each man separate from all other men.

I don’t know how it will be in the years to come. There are monstrous changes taking place in the world, forces shaping a future whose face we do not know. Some of these forces seem evil to us, perhaps not in themselves but because their tendency is to eliminate other things we hold good. It is true that two men can lift a bigger stone than one man. A group can build automobiles quicker and better than one man, and bread from a huge factory is cheaper and more uniform. When our food and clothing and housing all are born in the complication of mass production, mass method is bound to get into our thinking and to eliminate all other thinking. In our time mass or collective production has entered our economics, our politics, and even our religion, so that some nations have substituted the idea collective for the idea God. This in my time is the danger. There is great tension in the world, tension toward a breaking point, and men are unhappy and confused.

At such a time it seems natural and good to me to ask myself these questions. What do I believe in? What must I fight for and what must I fight against?

Our species is the only creative species, and it has only one creative instrument, the individual mind and spirit of a man. Nothing was ever created by two men. There are no good collaborations, whether in music, in art, in poetry, in mathematics, in philosophy. Once the miracle of creation has taken place, the group can build and extend it, but the group never invents anything. The preciousness lies in the lonely mind of a man.

And now the forces marshaled around the concept of the group have declared a war of extermination on the preciousness, the mind of man. By disparagement, by starvation, by repressions, forced direction, and the stunning hammerblows of conditioning, the free roving mind is being pursued, roped, blunted, drugged. It is a sad suicidal course our species seems to have taken.

And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the most valuable thing in the world. And this I would fight for: the freedom of the mind to take any direction it wishes, undirected. And this I must fight against: any idea, religion, or government which limits or destroys the individual. This is what I am and what I am about. I can understand why a system built on a pattern must try to destroy the free mind, for that is one thing which can by inspection destroy such a system. Surely I can understand this, and I hate it and I will fight against it to preserve the one thing that separates us from the uncreative beasts. If the glory can be killed, we are lost.

“A camel is a horse designed by commitee.”